Hi Jan,
You ask, "What are YOU afraid of Bill Gray?"
I am afraid that when I die one day, if the Rapture does not occur first -- there might be one more person who could have believed and received Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior -- if only I had shared the Gospel just one more time, if only I had written just one more article. That is my fear -- that a soul might be lost because I stopped one effort short.
Now, let me ask you a question. Do you agree that there must be an initial cause for all things? There must be an initial cause for the universe; there must be an initial cause for life; there must be an initial cause for all the sciences and all the laws which govern them.
Who, what, or where is that initial cause? And, "I don't know" IS a cop-out. If you know for certain it is not God -- then, what or who is it? No inertia happens without a cause. What or who is our cause?
I know it is God. You say it is not. Then, tell us who or what is that initial cause in your world.
God bless, have a wonderful, blessed day,
Bill