DF,
You begged Jesus to speak to you when you needed him? I thought you didn't need any fairy tales and pixie dust. So I was right, you did not get the answer to a prayer you wanted and I also assume semi did not either. So both of you decided God is a shame, a fake, a fairy tale.
My humble opinion here, sometimes we DON"T get what we think we need because we don't see the big picture..it's a fact of life.
Your HUMBLE opinion??? Humble? Are you serious? The word you're looking for would be sarcastic. You said in another topic that I had never seen an Atheist & now you're saying I've never had a prayer answered. Actually, you're right on that one but you're wrong in your delivery of it. I've never said said that God was a shame, a fake or a fairy tale. What I've said was that I wasn't positive that He actually exist. Why do you think that someone that once lived that Christian life, left it simply because a prayer wasn't answered? A Christian life consist of much more than praying. Maybe that's all it is for you but it covers much more than that. I suggest you get your Bible out & study it. If you study real hard, it might even show you what humble really is.