Wow. Am I really in the Religion forum...lol?
Semi, I know nothing about anything you are going through, but if you are having a rough time I am sorry
Each time I step away and come back here it seems as if the same threads are repeating themselves. Some say let's all get along and some are determined to condescend and insinuate all kinds of things no one would have a clue about, and then some try to bring threads back to reasonable discussions. Too bad the ones who consistently stir the pot aren't ever going to change it seems. No wonder there are so many wars going on all over the world.
You'll find that "god" is usually the cause of all those wars-oh, and "money."
Round here they are one and the same. Here, "god" is just another way to get "money."